it's about that time.

return of the ex.

i literally talked to every birdo of an ex boyfriend i've ever had today. unintentionally obvi.
SO WEIRD. i keep thinking, what did i see in you? why? how? como?
i guess it's good to look back and reflect once in a blue mooner.

today was HHHHHOT. i mean cook an egg on the sidewalk style caliente!
i was sweating buckets and chuggaluggin fluids like noboddddy's business. me and corinne just do things that don't cost money all day. window shop, try on expensive dresses, sit in bryant park, make friends, get #'s, be besties, you know.

i decided today i guess i'm gonna go back to niagara for the summer. not cos i want to, but because it's probably the only way i can afford to come back here come september. i need a job dear jeeebus! i'm putting my foot down at taking one atta call center though. and no shitty ass retail job selling expensive soaps and fragrances either. maybe i'll cherry pick. or bartend someplace.or demo at sears. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE REALLY JUST ENDLESS.

i need a man.