out with the old.

GREETINGS BLOGSPOTTERS,

i took a year-long vacation. mostly because i am still very much a gyspy in this city and because i never had the time to write anything worthy of reading.

so much had changed since i last posted. i was talking to a friend in my school today, going over the highs and lows of new york. it's funny how a city with so many people can seem SO lonely sometimes. don't get me wrong, i still love new york with all my being, but it can take you down so many different roads in so little time.
i feel so much more grown than i was when i got here two years ago(HOLY TWO YEARS BATMAN)! but i think i've only become more aware and insightful to the way i want my life to travel. i've realized that choices are the only thing that matters. time is only an aid in achieveing happiness, and just "doing you" for the rest of your life will leave you with only you at the end of the day.

from the day i got to new york, people have told me that i'm too generous, or genuine, or too quick to forgive. in many ways, they're right. in more ways though, i feel that people set standards for themselves. obviously we're all in it for the money, fame, cars and clothes at some point in our lives, but it's important to think about the story you'll have at the end of your life. cars and clothes don't make for very good memories. making money only matters if you have someone to share it with. and fame is moreso now than ever, a game of spite. without friends, confidantes, or even someone to love, we don't have much, so give, take, and learn from everyone who passes through.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND LET THE INSIGHTFUL RANT COME TO A CLOSE.

in other news, i'm moving on thursday! eighth time folks. count it! eight!
this one will be good though. it's a nice area, and for once it'll be a home that i won't have to travel to everyday with a gat up my sleeve.

i prom prom to stay on my blogging grind. even if no one's reading my shit.

TOODLES!