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i saw avatar fina-fuckin-ly. in 3D. i payed through one of those self service tickets booths and said i was a senior. saved me three buckeroooini. BEATIN' THE SYSTEM.

i got these bad boys too. <-------

i'm going to cover the 3d symbol on the sides of em with rhinestones. so

chic. i just amaze myself sometimes.

i realized today that i over play songs to the point of insan

ity. like over and over and over and over and over. repeat repeat repeat. can't stop. won't stop.

then i hate the song. and send that shit right to the trash.

i am so excited for all the things i'm gonna be doing this summer. like showwwwws, and festivals in the city, battery park concerts, central park picnics, coney island, hampton-ing, wear jumpsuits and espadrills and really as little as poss, not givin a shiiiiiit, getting as many new freckles as i cannnn, exploring brooklyn, walking EVERYWHERE, hating my life even more on the hot n sw

eaty train with all the other hot and sweaties, ugh, so much to do in like 2 1/2 months of bliss!

the only thing that blows chunks is that i have school. cos us berkeleyonians go hard. we don't stop through summer, we just plow. just THAT must closer to getting that all important BA degree in fashion merch&management that'll probably get me nowhere. yessssssssuh.

i also wanna head back to st. catharines for a bit. i miss my friendies there. plus st.catharines isn't all that bad in the summer. like port dalhousie is always a shitshow, and even though theres tampons floating in the water there, sometimes it's decent enough to beach and lounge.

also, there isn't all you can eat sushi in new york. i ge

t why, like obvi people would just absolutely take full force advantage of that and sit for hours and just order kappa maki's and hot and cold sakki for hours atta time. if a new yorker can get their money's worth, you bet they will. loitering champions of zee world! so sushi jade/east, make room for this girl.

also, kynna my bestfriend of life is at home. being as she's half my heart you can understand my need to make regular visits. last summer we'd just sit in her sunfire and blaze and listen to "heaven must be missing an angel" and people watch. we're all about getting the most out of each and everyday.

i also miss my mom more than anyone even gets

i've been here 6 friggan months now. time is just a' flying! i really do love this city. it takes alot outta you, but it gives a shitload back. i've seen/met/had the best times here. i've also learned alot about myself. i've figured out that life will take full advantage of you if you let it and that you gotta watch out for schiesty's everywhere. it's all about the benjamins here but it has to be. if you got no loot, your gettin' the boot! you can't survive.

i feel like i've grown a tougher skin already which isn't really a good thing but it's completely necessary. you'll get eaten alive/kicked on to the third rail if you don't watch yourself.

as soon as i figure out this whole apartment situation, i'm

getting this. i don't care what anyone says. i need a solid companion and that solid companion will be known as TALOOLAH. we'd be so cute together.

over and out.